Friday, March 17, 2017

Modern conveniences.

It has been a LONG time................................

Our house was built in small stages long before we moved in.  A room here......a room there......a little cottage meant for the summer many years ago now a family home.


The electrical outlets in our room went out.  No big deal.....we roll with the punches......for a handful of reasons we needed to wait for our fix-it guy to, well, fix it.


Please, follow me on this.

One month.  NO HITACHI!

Now, my submissive men-friends (sub hub....sub love.....) I get that there is a sense of satisfaction for you as you are denied orgasm from your amazingly Dominant wives........


If I could have literal BLUE balls......I would have!  I ached in a way I cannot even explain!  Having vaginal (g-spot) orgasms throughout that month only made the aching congestion worse.

Maybe if this was an intended denial I would have received it better and with more grace?  My Man offered more than once for me to bring my friend downstairs and use a working plug......our family time just really didn't allow for that.

And then......

It happened.........

With power restored my Man reminded me that no one else was home and there was a vibrator waiting for me!!!

Oh.  Sweet.  Jesus!

Swats from the crop peppering my breasts and thighs turned into my head tilted back over the bed and my mouth being fucked.  I came.  Too many times to count and too many times to even see straight.

My Man walked out of our bedroom.  Sat in the living room chair.  Called me to get on my knees and suck on him.  After a short time, he sent me back to our bedroom......

Have another.  Then, come back.

I did.

The staggered back to him.  Back to my knees.

Go again. 

I did.

As I got up from the bed, he calls out..........Three more.

I became a literal puddle.  The release was unreal.  All tension, gone.  All anxieties, gone.  All congestion binding up my vagina for a month, gone!

I begrudgingly admitted to myself that the wait added to the euphoria I otherwise would only have experienced a fraction of.  An interesting lesson for sure.

Sunday, March 12, 2017


It's a bit of a ghost town lately.  I am part of that too.  Blog friends I regularly laughed with and shared with are a bit missing.......

Such is life.

My Man and I are coasting along.  So many plans we are working on- a toned down dynamic is always there.  Toned down is never easy for me.  As it turns out, it isn't that easy for him either.  As we talked he shared how when we started, this was for me.....for what I needed.  He has come to realize that HE needs me to be submissive.  There is a pull for each of us in a direction that feeds us both.  How lucky are we!?  So often in relationships individuals just grow apart.  Before you know each want something different.

We do want something different, together.

I love different.
I crave different.
I am different.

Lucky for me..........