Would have got me a darn spanking!!
We had the discussion. A short, abbreviated, quick before the kids come back in- kind of discussion.
For all my complexity, my Man is quite black&white.
How can something you ENJOY so much be a punishment?! It wouldn't work.
He has a valid point. However, like I said, I am complex =) Spankings give me release, a release I just plain need. My complexity tells me that what we call the spankings is just semantics. Funny thing. Through my complexity, I find that I need simplicity.
Help me bloggers, it's early, yet I know there are a million other names for spankings.....But I loose focus....
The point is that I crave the release only HE can give me.
Spankings test my ability to let go.
They quiet the noise racing in my head.
They release my control.
They remind me of my place.
They focus me.
They test the strength of my submission.
They remind me to trust.
They connect us stronger.
They ease the irrational hormones.
They allow me time to breath.
They free my mind.
They make me feel absolutely beautiful.
They calm me.
I am blogging to a community who understands. I am so thankful for that!
Any feedback??? I am curious what YOU get from a spanking. Or if you are the spanker, what does it do for you?